Tuesday, February 3, 2015

I was very sure of one thing.
And then, I am not sure of everything.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

And so, I went to Thailand alone in an attempt to find contentment (as if).

Did I found anything? In a way, yes. But not exactly. But don't worry I did not join a cult or became a hippie or anything lol. Though looking in my wardrobe, I kinda dress like a hippie sobs!

And I soooo cannot wait for my Vietnam trip. I'm going there again (my 3rd time). But this time, I will travel from South to North on my own for 2 weeks. I have always wanted to go to Sa Pa. When I met Cuong Tran during my first visit (back in 2009 maybe?), he said I would love it there.

And through Google, I know I'm in love already :)

Monday, December 22, 2014

on the other note,

Don't worry fuck face, you are still a loser no matter what God you believe or don't believe in.
Now fuck off.

of colorless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage

It's sort of weird if you think about it. We live in a pretty apathetic age, yet we're surrounded by an enormous  amount of information about other people. If you feel like it, you can easily gather that information about them. Having said that, we still hardly know anything about people.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Of Encik Nik.

I asked Encik Nik to say a prayer for me when he reaches there. And he replied this before I told him what to pray for me:

"Apa lagi Izi nak saya doa untuk izi? Nak kerja, terus dapat kerja. Bila dapat kerja, datang lagi peluang lebih baik. Bila dapat peluang lebih baik, dapat tawaran lain yang lagi baik. Apa lagi Izi nak dalam hidup ni? Semua depan Izi. Mudah untuk Izi. Tinggal pilih je dari semua pilihan yang baik-baik. Kalau Izi anak saya, saya suruh pilih ....."

On and on and on he went. My heart literally sunk. And I shrugged him off by replying:

"Saya nak minta Encik Nik doakan saya buat pilihan yang baik untuk saya. Yang mana paling baik, senangkan hati saya ke arah tu. Yang mana kurang baik di antara yang baik-baik tu, jauhkan dari saya."

He smirked and reply: "Ooooo macam tu boleh,"


I've been travelling like crazy this year. 4 countries, and countless continents. And that leaves me semi-broke but very very happy!

And I've made a life changing move. I'm still not so sure if I did the right thing. But for whatever it was, I'm sure I learnt something or will eventually learn something.

Love the people you intend to keep. Said Ian.

To Encik Nik, I hope you will find whatever you need to find there. And maybe you can finally follow your dream to travel to Tibet after this. I will always think fondly of you. Always.

Monday, June 23, 2014

Sometimes, it is really not about you. Really.
Know the difference.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Too much death lately.

Take care of all your memories. For you cannot relive them.